Oh my goodness I so relate. My children are six and four, so I’ve passed that stage of never having time for myself, but it still seems like they still take up so much time! I was unable to work for years, and didn’t like the feeling of helplessness and inability to contribute to the household finances. I finally got a job this week, which means a lot of my writing and online entrepreneurship will have to take a backseat, but a steady paycheck will do so much for my sense of being profitable and being able to help with finances. Hoping for a good result with everything, but also thankful that the childcare facility offers some financial benefits to their employees. Keep working at it! Eventually they grow up and won’t want to bother you as much. These days are precious and totally awesome to watch them learning how to perceive the world.